Thursday, September 4, 2008

Why bad things happened to good people? Namely, Me!!

Looking back, I saw so many unfortunate situations that happened in my life but it helped me to be where I am today and shaped the person I am I guess. Not that Im trying to complain but somethings are just bugging me in how things happened the way they are as if there's no alternate option for life to presented the situation upon me.

For example, in the morning of my engagement party my family and I was robbed. Yes!!! ROBBED and harmed. Both my sister and I was rushed to the hospital at 7 am for a surgery on the hand injury that was caused for self-defence we did.

Then I was rushed back home to continue with the ceremony as if nothing ever happened. Go through the day with nothing on my stomach but pain killer and water to keep me from fainting. Putting a fake smile to my face greeting the guest while worrying over my sister who's still operated in the fear of losing her fingers.

It was a nightmare that changed me for few months. I was cold and distant, constantly living in fear and anxiety over small little things.

I just dont understand. Yes, good things coming out of it eventually .. namely my family moved the next day from the house and actually moved interstate. But until today I wonder how and why it happened and is there any other way it could be prevented from happening.

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